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Today, we’re diving into the topic of inner peace and what it truly means. I share my personal journey of finding peace, especially after a life-changing injury that left me paralyzed. It’s not about always feeling good or avoiding pain; instead, it’s about recognizing that peace is always there beneath the chaos of life. I also unpack five common myths about inner peace that I used to believe, which held me back from truly understanding it. By the end of this episode, I hope to help you see how to tap into that inner calm, even when life gets tough. If you’re curious to learn more, check out my website at https://stevenwebb.uk.
In this episode of Stillness in the Storms, host Steven Webb shares his personal journey of finding inner peace after being paralyzed from the neck down. He offers practical wisdom and debunks common myths about what it means to be at peace, revealing that it’s a state that is always accessible, even in the midst of life’s greatest challenges.
Benefits of Listening:
- Learn how to find inner peace, regardless of your external circumstances.
- Discover why you don’t need to control your thoughts to be at peace.
- Understand that inner peace is not a permanent state, but a practice.
- Learn how to be fully present and engaged with life, without clinging or grasping.
- Be inspired by Stephen’s story of resilience and hope.
Key Quotes:
- “We are at peace when we’re not suffering, or when we’re doing something we enjoy.”
- “Inner peace is always there. It’s always present. A peaceful, quiet world is always present, even in the most dire circumstances.”
- “You cannot wait until life calms down. You won’t be able to have peace once life’s sorted.”
- “Peace means being fully present. It means without clinging and without that grasping.”
The Five Myths of Inner Peace:
- Inner peace means never feeling pain or discomfort.
- You must control your thoughts to be at peace.
- You find peace once life calms down.
- Inner peace is a permanent state.
- Peace means detachment from life.
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